"He makes nice prints in photo"

Ah yes, the summer to end all summers.

And we're spread all over the world!?

I managed to bring my camera.

But I left the wires at home. lol......................><

..dream on.

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Well, currently, the weather's probably a zillion degrees and 100+% humid.......

Haha, I like the hot weather...  But to live, you really have to take a zillion showers for every move you make xP

It turns out, once again, summer is the time when love spreads like wildfire and destroys all heartfelt need to live....  duh.

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dish on skinny jeans;

kate moss.  the queen of skinny jeans.

her legs are probably skinnier than most people's arms.

maybe she should eat once in awhile, huh..

Today, after physics (my last one!), I finally got to sigh and see the world through a sane mind (the mind with all the clutter of formulas and terms is all gone!)

The world looks so benign now =)

It's all over!

For now, anyway. 

I didn't realize how these provincials can really eat you alive.

Anyway, lets hope I didn't bomb anything =P...

Now, to pack the unpackable.

i hurt.

why do i feel so sad today?

why are all these negative feelings killing me.  sucking each breath away.

why does the world look so dark.

is there a purpose to life?

can you stop pissing me off?

stop being such a f*in jerk.

i'm not hungry.

i have no thirst.

where has my hope gone.

my bravery, my strength, my passion.

they have left me

So the year is almost over.

The last stretch... consists of attending the "leaving ceremony", writing the damned provincial exams, and saying goodbye to the nice sheltered high school spoon fed life.

I quite like the spoon-feedings..

Anyway, I got accepted to all the universities i applied to.  & I procrastinated choosing which one I want to attend since April.

Even in March, I kept delaying my thoughts.. The thought of leaving for waterloo, or montreal.. or toronto... it kinda scared me..

I don't even know quite why i applied to all of those universities.. At first, I felt "brave".  But when their offers started coming, I prolonged my decisions.. they were all like.. respond by may something.. june something... but now.. it's almost june.

anyway, it was down to "mcgill or ubc?!" for awhile.

why why whyyyyyyyyy

i can't even choose what to eat most of the time..  sushi or pasta? SUSHI OR PASTA?!?!?!?!?!?! ahhhhh

lol. jk

the ap exam.

hey! now this blogger tells you how many words you typed--so you don't go overboard and bore everyone....

!...the calculus ap exam's over..                    after around 4 hours of taking a test, i came out of the room dizzy, nervous, empty, and short of breath. 

During the test, someone (I won't mention any names here... sigh) kept on shaking his leg, so all I could feel, hear and see was the shaking---that took over three of my senses.. so basically, i was left with my sense of taste and smell--both were useless during the exam.

maybe i sould've smelled the paper for clues =S

so far, i've typed 108 words.

aren't essays around 300 words?..

is blogging an essay?!!!

no!

so I'll make this short.

roar.. this week and next week are packed with exams, and then the week after that is grad.

=P everyone seems to have all these appointments..  hair, nail, make up, corsage fitting, jewelry matching.....=O i was like.. what the heck.. there're supposedly jewelry consultants that tell you which earrings go best with which skin tone and dress.

psh

i've hit 190 words.. hm.. maybe it's time to go.

i'll go study for math.